Body shaking
My mind is everywhere
My mind is playing tricks on me

This isn’t real life
I hope this is all just a dream
Sadly this is reality

Everything is too good to be true
This can’t be me
This isn’t who I am

Or maybe it is..

I can’t live with myself
These choices I’ve made
Nor the choice I’m going to make

I can’t do this anymore
The pain
The sorrow
The emptiness

The darkness is taking over
Seems nicer on the other side

The voices in my head
They tell me to do it
I want to

I’m going to.

"I know. I’m very hard to talk to. I realize that."

The Catcher in the Rye  (via amphetaminecoffee)

(Source: datbubblebutt, via girlslike-us)